We Feel

A little more than six years ago, Rama showed me sections of my cranium which needed to be unclogged so I could finish giving birth to myself. He said my anatomy should be soft in order to pry open unusually dense material. Then he asked if I were prepared for the task. I drifted into semi-reclusive behavior and began the next phase of my process. After years of microdosing while throwing down whiskey to soften tissue around circuits being activated, I finished our Neurotransmitter four weeks ago. I continued to drink because of an extended activation effect after years of training. I wondered how it would end. Roxanne caught a bug from grandkids and was burning up with fever. I took care of her and less than three days later had a 102.4° temperature. That was a sign to stop drinking whiskey. These are the habits of everyday lives. It means our training patterns are working. People will like what must be done to activate their brains and be guided by professionals specifically educated to help them. What Rox had hit me hard because I was also detoxing from alcohol. I didn’t mind because following Rama's advice earns Father’s blessings over my family. If that’s not the greatest gift of all, it’s certainly way up there. I haven’t had any alcohol for more than three weeks now and my head is still swimming with circuits ready to snap open. I won’t know the way to proceed until I see how consolidation affects my Shakti development. Rama never told me to soften my anatomy before. The results have been highly beneficial. Whether Eastern or Western, there are no organized religions explaining how to activate dormant centers of our brains as we become what Jesus promised. The one who wants to be God considers artificial brain stimulation sinful and forbids it in his realm. I’ve seen him use Father’s name in a most horrendous manner. We have one sure thing going strong for us in the West. Freedom to be ourselves is the foundation of our society. Fortunately, it’s also the basis of Western mysticism. We find our way to the next level of evolution by being true to what we feel.